Thursday, September 30, 2004
TiAn XiA wU bU sAn zHi yAn Xi..
Hmmm.. dunno since when.. perhaps after i haf my 1st love.. i become quite an emotional person.. still remember my frds calling me "Stan e man".. haha.. once a everything-hackcare-guy.. now dunno why e feelin is so easy affected.. whether it is a good or a bad thing.. seriously.. i do not noe la..
Right now.. here i am.. writin tis post.. i am feelin veri emotional.. i sms my "god sister" juz now.. ask her how she done for her prelims.. den dunno why talk until graduation.. she told me she feelin kinda sad.. i told her we had gone through tis twice le.. tell her don tink so much.. but den.. i simply cant take tis matter off my mind now.. sigh.. to say e truth.. i cant bear to part Anderson Junior College now.. not bcos tt i like e sch.. seriously.. i nv like AJ.. but tis 2 yrs.. i haf gone thru many many many things.. my 1st love.. my 1st tear since a long long time.. my 1st time failing maths paper.. my many 1st time.. all happen tis 2 yrs.. from e 1st 3 mths.. i noe Yi-Shyan.. she is my 1st love.. for e time we spent together.. i realli realli enjoyed them and i noe i will nv ever forget abt these times.. realli thanx her for teaching me so much things..
not onli.. i oso noe ShiYun & XuWen.. tis 2 gals.. realli realli thanx them oso.. i owe them alot.. they are my 2 best best frds.. they are e 2 who had accompanied me through e bad times i had gone through tis yrs.. juz wana say.. THANX!! veri glad to noe u 2.. :).. of course.. i oso noe alot of great people from my 1st 3 mths & present class and oso hockey.. they are simply great.. though we may not be veri close to one another.. but oso grateful for all e memories we had..
Haha.. u all muz be wondering why i suddenly say all these right?? not tt i am goin to die la.. touch wood.. bcos.. 2 weeks from now.. we will graduate le.. i am pretty sure most of us wont keep in contact.. right?? even if we try.. it will take alot of effort de.. cos all e gals will go university and e guys to army.. haha.. me oso no exception la..
Farewell assembly is coming le.. i tink i wont haf e courage to go bid her "Goodbye" ba.. i realli cant bear to leave now.. not bcos of her of cos.. but to all my frds la.. i don tink i can be like during e past tt i leave Victoria Sch so Xiao Sha lo.. haha.. dunno la.. tis 2 weeks will most probably be e last chance i got to see her le.. ya.. and oso my frds.. hey yo.. to those who readin tis.. juz in case we nv get another chance to meet again after we graduate.. here i am.. sayin.. Goodbye!! u all haf been realli great la.. Thanx to u all too.. tink u all got help me in one way or another de..
Hmmm.. juz now actualli feel like cryin de.. but realize i no tear to spare le.. haha.. anyway.. realli enjoy tis 2 yrs not bcos of anything.. bcos of u guys & gals.. Take care all!!
NiKe_bOi
8:31 PM
hHmM...
Hmmm.. get back all e paper le.. except GP.. here are e grades..
Physics: 60/100 - B
Chemistry: 58.9/100 - C
Maths9233: 53.25/100 - D
Maths9234: 41.5/100 - O
GeneralPaper: ???/100 - ?
Eh.. did quite badly la.. take maths too lightly le.. study onli e day before.. damn.. but i heard Maths9233 got moderation.. they addin 9marks to everyone.. so i'll get a BBCO if e info is correct.. not well done la.. its been a long long long time since i get an A le.. aiiii.. eh.. damn sianzz la.. don feel like studyin now at e moment.. wan to rest for awhile.. noe no time le.. but wat to do.. resting allows me to walk a further distance.. heee.. actualli today intend to play bball de.. but rainin so cancel lo.. so sianz..
Oh.. my brother go to army today.. now his computer is all mine now!! haha.. juz joking.. exams coming.. cannot play too much le.. so lonely now.. my parents go for e ceremony.. left me alone in hse.. haha.. juz kiddin la.. i like to be alone actualli.. so quiet plus so much freedom.. my stomach oso veri "free" la.. no need to work so hard to digest food.. -_-".. whoa.. my hair damn long and messy now.. gonna go cut my hair tis weekend.. oh.. i goin for e pilot seminar tis weekend.. dunno fun anot.. haha.. tts all for today ba.. gonna go bathe now le.. :P..
NiKe_bOi
5:53 PM
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
LoVe..
Oh.. juz read somethin meaningful on my bulletin board of my friendster.. here goes..
It is a mystery why we fall in love. It is a mystery how it happens. It is a mystery when it comes. It is a mystery why some loves grow and it is a mystery why some loves fail. You can analyze this mystery and look for reasons and causes, but you will never do any more than take the life out of the experience.
Love is more than the sum of the interests and attractions and commonalities that two people share. And just as life itself is a gift that comes and goes in its time, the coming of love must be taken as an unfathomable gift that cannot be questioned in its ways.
Too often, when love comes to people, they try to grasp the love and hold it to them, refusing to see that it is a gift freely given and a gift that just as freely moves away. When they fall out of love, or the person they love feels the spirit of love leaving, they try desperately to reclaim the love that is lost rather than accepting the gift for what it was.
They want answers where there are no answers. They want to know what is wrong with them, or they try to get their lover to change, thinking that if some small thing were different love would bloom again. They blame their circumstances. They blame each other. They try anything to give meaning to what has happened. But there is no meaning beyond the love itself, and until they accept its own mysterious ways they live in a sea of misery.
You need to treat what love brings you with kindness. If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you, be gentle with yourself. There is nothing wrong with you. Love just didn’t choose to rest in the other person’s heart.
If you find someone else in love with you toward whom you feel no love, feel honored that love came and called at your door, but gently refuse the gift you cannot return. Do not take advantage, do not cause pain. How you deal with love is how love will deal with you, and all our hearts feel the same pains and joys, even if our lives and ways are very different.
If you fall in love with another who falls in love with you, and then love chooses to leave, do not try to reclaim it or to assess blame. Let it go. There is a reason and there is a meaning. You will know it in time, but time itself will choose the moment.
Remember this and keep it in your heart. You don’t choose love. Love chooses you. All you can really do is accept it for all its mystery when it comes into your life. Feel the way it fills you to overflowing, then reach out and give it away. Give it back to the person who brought it to you. Give it to others who seem poor in spirit. Give it to the world around you in any way you can.
Love has its own time, its own season, and its own reasons for coming and going. You cannot bribe it or coerce it or reason it into staying. If it chooses to leave, from your heart or from the heart of your lover, there is nothing you can do and nothing you should do. Be glad that it came to live for a moment in your life. If you keep your heart open, it will surely come again.
Hmmm.. quite meaningful isnt it?? hope u all learn something new..
NiKe_bOi
9:13 PM
eHhHh...
Hmmm.. dunno wat to write here oso.. quite sianz diao after gettin back some results today.. abit disappointed at my performance la.. damn.. okok.. here is it..
Fmaths: overrall.. 41.5/100.. pls.. my paper 1 get 37/100 den paper 2 got 46/100.. aiiii.. paper 1 shld get much higher de.. den paper 2 split into Statistics and Mechanics.. i am damn weak in e latter.. onli manage to get 6/44.. den Statistics i got 40/56.. haha.. not bad la.. my stats.. at least i ask around i am still e highest.. :P..
Chemistry: overall.. 58.9/100.. aiiii.. i expect a B at least.. sianz.. paper 1 got 24/40.. paper 2 got 39/60.. paper 3 got 42/100!!! ahhh.. veri disappointed at paper 3.. i noe i can do better.. it is not a tough paper.. my paper 4 which is practical.. i got 63.5/75.. not bad la.. i ask around my frds and i get e highest for tis pract.. haha.. aiii.. but no use oso.. practical gd onli.. tis practical quite easy le la.. sianz...
Physics: hmmm.. paper 1 got 16/30.. den paper 2 got 47/90.. den paper 4 got 30/34 and paper 5 got 10.5/16 lo.. hmmm.. above my expectation actualli.. but still not gd enuf..
Maths9233 : sianz diao!! my paper 1 onli got 52.5/100!!! wat else can i say?? i am a fmaths student lo.. aiiii.. diu lian.. damn.. muz jia you le...
Predicted grade tis time round.. B C D O.. cant form anything out of it.. don satisfy.. its been a long time since i get an A le.. long long time.. tts all for today la..
NiKe_bOi
4:41 PM
Monday, September 27, 2004
sHaGgEd...
Haha.. today damn shag la.. got morning PE.. though they spent half of e period talkin abt 5days week and weather.. which i tink is crap.. den.. i went to play bball wif my classmates.. haha.. i damn on form la.. 3 pointer so zun until i myself could not believe it lo.. of cos la.. those team tt haf me won of cos.. in other words.. i nv lost any match.. sianz.. my butt and back ache la.. sianz.. plus my hand damn suan lo..
Oh.. nearly forgot.. before PE got Chemistry lecture.. wa lao.. first time i tink time is so slow la.. every min is like a yr to me.. ahah.. after tt got Physics lecture.. whoa.. damn surprised lo.. they suddenly return us e Physics Paper 4 & 5.. shocked diao.. hmmm.. i feel quite happy la.. got 40.5/50.. my paper 4 got 30/34 and my paper 5 got 10.5/16.. quite amazin la.. all my frds could not believe i get so high.. actualli i oso cant believe lo.. pls.. i am a super slacker whose Physics is so bad de.. haha..
oh.. after school went back home.. before tt got canteen eat and talk crap wif classmates.. super fun.. reach home le i jio my bro got play pool at e K-pool.. quite cheap la.. $6.20/hr weekday.. at least better than snookerium.. my bro quite pro de.. he is abit better than me.. i still a newbie la.. haha.. my bro goin for army.. so ask him to play pool before he went in la.. haha.. actualli oso my hse upgradin.. noisy until i wan to go crazy.. so went K-pool to play and listen music.. damn song.. haha.. :P..
hmmm.. tink tts all for today.. tml gonna meet my doom le.. gettin back Fmaths paper 1 which i noe confirm plus guaranteed will fail.. no doubt.. sigh.. muz buck up!! i haf confidence.. haha..
NiKe_bOi
7:08 PM
Saturday, September 25, 2004
HaViNg fUn!!
oh.. yesterday went to my frd's hse for a mini "class outing".. suppose to meet 3 of my frds.. in e end.. 2 pang sei me.. wa liew eh.. hmmm.. meet at 4 pm.. abit to early le la.. cos i am e onli one there lo.. sianz.. somemore quite awkard.. cos my frd is a gurl la.. haha.. i ended up watching my frd doin magic.. learn quite a few new things la.. around 1 hr later.. 2 of my frds reached le.. so we played dai dee.. at first quite fun la.. but after a while i felt so tired lo.. last nite slept onli 4 hrs.. tts why ba.. after waited for another 1 hr plus den everyone reached le.. in e end onli 7 turned up.. haha.. alot of food and we cant finished.. diaoz.. after dinner go played mahjong.. realize i quite lucky tt day la.. won somethin big.. of cos la.. nv play money de.. upon reaching home.. bathe le den i watched tv.. fell aslp on e sofa.. haha.. after my dad came back home.. den i went back to my room to slp...
in e morning.. i woke up at 7.15am!!! siao bo.. i got to meet wif my frds at 7.20 am at hougang interchange!! haha.. i quickly washed up den rushed out liao.. reach e sports hall at 8 plus.. den started playin badminton le lo.. haha.. at first i played quite badly but after sometime i managed to got back my touch.. hey hey.. i pri sch badminton team de le.. hee.. den i play wif my 2 frds 1vs1.. hmmm.. i made them run around e court until they damn tired la.. haha.. *evil grin*.. but i oso got my "retribution" back.. i was being "punished" by getting back my old knee injuries.. plus injured my right hand.. and oso i injured my back.. BRAVO!! -_-".. damn pain la when i bent over.. sigh.. tink too long nv exercise le.. den all my joint and muscles become "rusty" liao.. hehe.. realize i quite injury-prone.. cos i always play veri enthu one ma.. haha.. play liao we went to MAC for breakfast.. after tt i went home le.. around 2 plus i went out again.. tis time round went to play pool wif my pri sch classmate at K-pool at AMK central.. haha.. same situation.. i managed to get back part of my touch after playin sometimes.. not bad la.. still can le.. tml gonna go play pool again.. hope wont lose face.. :P.. played for 3 hrs ba.. quite ok la.. $7.20/hr.. we paid $19.60 lo.. which i tink quite reasonable la.. haha..
now i am back.. and here i am writin tis post.. Aaaarrrrggghhh.. back pain la.. sianz diao... anyway.. take care all!!
NiKe_bOi
6:08 PM
Friday, September 24, 2004
FiNaLLy!!!
WHOA!!! finally finish prelims le!!! hehe.. has been waitin for tis day for veri veri long time le.. it has been a torturing 2 weeks for me.. Fmaths student damn ke lian la.. today onli we takin paper!!! diaoz.. aiii.. e paper was damn tough la.. for e mechanics section.. as for Stats ma.. hmmm.. it was quite easy la.. haha.. quite surprise i can do most of e qn.. heheh..
Anyway!! rite now don wan to tink abt study le.. its playin time le!! who cares abt e results now?? haha.. e day when we got our results den i shall tink how to deal wif my parents ba.. haha.. later going to my frd's hse for a small gatherin?? hhaha.. tml morning goin to play badminton.. den afternoon shld be goin to play pool wif my pri sch frd.. den Sunday gonna go out wif my classmates to play pool.. hhaha.. super long nv play lo.. so tml is for trainin.. hee..
okok.. gonna leave a day to clear up my desk.. eh.. i onli can say now is MOUNT EVEREST.. anytime e things will topple down.. haha.. actualli not tt jialat la..
Hmmm.. its been a long long time since i am free to do things tt i like le.. past few months were like hell la.. prelims.. some personal stuffs and so on.. but tis period i haf got thru le.. dunno how i manage to hang on for so long.. haha.. anyway.. no more lookin back to e past for me le.. look ahead!! okok.. gonna stop here.. don feel like continuin anymore..
NiKe_bOi
1:18 PM
Thursday, September 23, 2004
LaSt pApEr!!!
wahahah!! tml finally last paper le!! looking forward to e end of paper.. *cough*.. not e taking e paper part.. haha.. whoa.. tis weekend will be fun i tink.. hopefully.. cos got class outing and other stuffs la.. hmm.. okok.. let me write something about e past few days paper ba..
Physics Paper 1 & 2: eh.. not an easy paper.. as expected.. sigh.. e MCQs were quite tough.. so was e structured.. ahhhh.. don tell me i gonna do badly for physics again?? sianz...
Chemistry Paper 1 & 2: let me see.. ok lo.. an above average difficulty paper.. but after i got so much tuitions from Mdm Khoo.. i don wanna disappoint her and most imptly.. MYSELF!! haha.. hopefully.. i can get atleast a B grade tis time round.. hopefully.. i wish i wish.. hee..
Mathematics 9233 Paper 2: alamak.. e pure maths section was actualli quite simple.. but i nv study any of it.. so e complex and vectors qn i onli manage to do half each.. statistics ma.. e 1st 3 qns were damn tough la.. i don even noe wat e shit e qn is askin.. look so unfamiliar to me.. damn.. but i tink can still manage a pass ba..
Physics Paper 3: haha.. so happy today lo.. e most simple physics paper 3 paper i ever taken before la.. hee.. hopefully.. tis time round.. a C grade wont run away from me.. i manage to spot some qns.. heng...
Aiiii.. tml got FurtherMathematics Paper 2... sianz.. Paper 1 so demoralizing.. i seriously don wan to take any further la.. aiii... tis time round i will fail Fmaths again.. AGAIN!! alamak.. my mechanics cannot make it la.. somemore considering e standard of Stats in Maths9233 Paper 2.. i tink Fmaths Paper 2 Stats will be a more lethal killer lo... sianzz..
Anyway.. i juz change my background music!! haha.. i tink it is quite nice lo.. i bet those who watch before "My Sassy Girl" tis movie shld hear before ba.. tis is played by e main actress from a piano on stage on e 100th day she noe e actor.. tt day e actor gif her a rose on stage.. haha.. so romantic rite?? hee.. but most imptly.. tis song is nice la.. i search so damn long before can find it!! haha!! anyway.. enjoy e music!! cya!!
NiKe_bOi
2:34 PM
Friday, September 17, 2004
eXaMs...
Hmmm.. one week has passed.. and taken half of all e papers le.. here is some views and conclusions..
Physics Practical: e experiment is alright.. but e design qns suck la!! dun realli noe how to do it.. e experiment i did quite fast.. got 20mins left after finishing..
Maths9233 Paper1: quite difficult.. noe tis time round may not get a B.. sianz... aiiii.. demoralizing.. dunno la.. no time to finish..
Chemistry Paper3: alright la.. it is not difficult nor easy lo.. still managable for me.. quite lucky.. cos those topics i nv study nv come out.. food chemistry study abit but e qns all quite general.. hope can do relatively well..
FurtheMaths Paper1: alright.. i don wan to comment abt tis.. e first time i did a maths paper did until so damn desperate.. i tink tis is e first time i will fail a pure maths paper.. e first time i cant even do differentiation and integration!!! AHHHH!!! after exam went to talk to my teacher abt considering dropping Fmaths!!! feel so damn demoralizing and sad la.. aiiii.. feeling damn down throughout e day.. sigh... hope i can do well in A'level..
Chemistry Practical: ok.. i tink it is quite simple.. after finish stilll left around 30 mins.. haha.. hmmm.. bcos 1st shift student e apparatus all new one.. so washing before doin expt is veri minimal.. yaya.. paper 3 and practical quite manageable.. hope B grade for Chemistry is not a dream for me..
Hmmm.. today after test went to Fish & Co beside SSC for lunch wif 5 of my frds.. ok.. i veri sua gu de.. first time eat.. quite ex lo.. each person around $17+.. but i tink e food is nice la.. e environment is quite ok oso.. most importantly!! everyone happy can liao!! don restrict my pocket too much!! haha.. anyway long time nv spend le.. so today spend abit more la.. hee.. ok.. tis weekend gonna pia for my Physics!! i wan at least a pass la.. hee.. hope practical can pulled me up.. yaya.. tts all for today!! cya all!!
NiKe_bOi
11:19 PM
Saturday, September 11, 2004
sHiYuN's BiRtHdAy..
Today is my best frd ShiYun's birthday!! haha.. September 11.. veri easy to remember hoh.. quite hard to forget oso.. :P.. hmmm.. ShiYun ar.. if u are reading tis.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you again!! haha.. i tink i haf flooded u with too many greetings le.. don get irritated hoh.. :P..
I prepared to wake up at 8.30am today so i can passed her her birthday present near her hse before she went to woodlands lib to mug.. BUT!! my mom wake me up at 8am lo.. tis is wat happened.. i was waken up by my hp ringtone cos someone called.. i picked up my hp and looked at e name appeared on e screen.. hmmm.. it appears to be "Home".. as i slept until gong gong blur blur de, i tot "Home" is my frd lo!!! pengzzz.. -_-"... i listened and heard my mom voice.. i tot she is calling from her office.. den she asked me where haf i gone?? den i was like "HUH??!??" i said i at home lo.. at tt time den she realized she called wrongly.. she intended to called my brother who went to frd's hse to play mahjong last nite.. after i brushed my teeth my mom told me tt she tot my brother nv took his hp wif him.. she said juz now she tot why e hp ringtone so different one?? den i was like "thanx.. for waking me up so early.. -_-".."
After changing.. i went to e MRT station le.. i tried to call her hp to ask her to go to Khatib MRT station on e platform.. BUT!! her hp was not responding.. den i called her hse no. den no one picked up.. i was like "shit.. i don wan to go home le.. like veri ben lo.." on e train i tried calling her hp and hse no. again and again.. but still no one picked up... oh man.. when i reached Khatib.. i called again.. but still no respond.. i tot she was busy muggin and don wan anyone to disturb or she had gone for breakfast.. i was tinking to deliver e present to her doorstep lo.. but realize not a good idea la.. i sat at e station and called her hse while readin newspaper.. meanwhile.. i yawnzz until like nobody business like tt.. as sometimes e no. appear to be busy.. i tot she was tryin to call back.. den i wait for a while den call back.. tink around 9.10am ba.. she finally answer!! haha.. hmmm.. she juz woke up lo.. tot she was mugging.. feel abit bad for waking her up.. :P.. after waiting for around 15 mins plus.. she finally arrive le.. wif 2 of her classmates who juz deliver e presents to her.. she told me she bei zheng juz now by her frds.. they asked her to put her hand in a plastic bag wif sweets dipped in tomato sauce and rice i tink.. abit gross huh.. Shake her hand to wish her happy birthday.. (obviously after she washed her hands rite?? hhaha..) after passin e present to her.. we sat at e station to chat until 10 plus.. saw her Chemistry teacher during tt time.. hmmm.. Luckily she liked e present i bought for her.. oh.. e present is e Disney CD juz released recently.. Heng... no one bought similar thing as me.. she said my skill of wrapping present can pass le.. hey.. real one huh?? no bluff?? haha.. e CD is regular shape of cos easy to wrap ba.. not like e Christmas present i gave her.. i wrapped until like SHI3 like tt.. haha.. saw her so happy i oso happy for her la.. like long time nv saw her smile liao.. wei.. Shiyun ar.. muz smile often huh?? anything juz find me.. :P.. anyway.. mission accomplished.. hee..
As soon as i reached home.. i went to slp le.. buey tahan.. not enuf slp.. Alamak.. overslept somemore.. slp until 5.. damn.. waste time le.. hmm.. not bcos of delivering e present la.. so don apologize ya?? bcos i veri pig de la.. wahha.. okok.. gonna go back to study le... cya!!
NiKe_bOi
7:27 PM
mUg MuG mUg...
Whoa... So sianzzzz and shagged lo!!! BORRRIIINNNGGG!!! haf been muggin for e entire week le!!! NO LIFE LA!!! oh man.. everyday go sch lib.. tink e librarian see me oso until damn sianzz lo.. no need to check wat i take in de.. juz gesture me to go in.. haha..
Yesterday went wif my frd to Orchard to buy things... juz shop for a while la.. like super long time nv go to town liao lo.. wa liew... after buying went home la.. i study abit le den slp lo.. eh.. 3 plus den slp.. ZzzZZzzzZzZ..
Today my frds siao one lo... say Physics got alot of things to study.. so say meet at 8.. Arrrgggghh... not enuf slp la.. go there spent few hrs copying my frd's organic notes.. hmmm.. realize my Physics picking up.. BUT!!! my Electric Field sucks la!! study until i will feng diao de!! practically went crazy la!! see e qn i will got headache le.. sianzz.. ask me other topics still can.. ask me to be a farmer!! NO WAY!! eh.. means not good in e field topics.. hee.. okok.. not funny.. lame.. -_-"..
long time no blog.. cos my bro is always at home.. actualli no la.. i was not at home in e first place.. hee.. he went to frd's hse to play mahjong tonite.. so i can use liao lo!! sianzz... i accidentally bite my ulcer when i having my dinner tis evening.. pengz.. abit painful la.. got some bleeding.. but shld be alright la.. oh.. juz now was wrapping my frd's present.. diaoz.. damn difficult lo.. long time no wrap le.. somemore i AGA AGA one.. juz recall how my mom wrapped presents lo.. damn shag la.. nv knew wrapping present so damn shag.. ahha.. hmmm.. tts all for today la!!! :P..
NiKe_bOi
1:22 AM
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
ReViSiOn...
Hmmm... damn tired recently la.. haf been goin to sch to revise every morning.. Yawnzzz... actualli i oso dunno my study method correct anot le.. dunno oso whether i on path anot.. feel tt my progress quite slow le... sianzz...
Oh ya.. tt time Mr Lim threw our paper den in e end he tio trouble.. he told us principle summoned him to investigate tis matter.. heard tt got parents complain to e sch.. dunno who la.. he told us alot of things.. it makes sense lo... he not threw e paper for nothing de la.. he tryin to inspire us.. but diaoz... wonder whose parents went to complain.. siao eh.. don see him like bo chap bo chap e class de... actualli he veri concern abt e results lo... heard tt he talked to some of my classmates why we are not doin well for e exams.. well.. actualli.. is we cant applied e concept la.. hope i wont screwed up e Physics paper tis time round..
Sometimes i realli felt so stupid lo.. why cant i understand e subjects well le.. or like my mom said to me.. xiao3 shi2 liao2 liao2, da4 wei4 bi4 jia1... means when young is excellent does not mean grow up le will still continue to be good.. aiiii.. muz work harder la.. but my stupid brain juz could not memorize things le.. everytime try to memorize den got headache.. pengz... -_-".. sigh... mental block.. anyway.. to those who haf been visitin my blog.. GOOD LUCK for ur Prelim!! study hard.. (me too!!) haha..
NiKe_bOi
7:10 PM
Sunday, September 05, 2004
dRuNk..
Yesterday nv get to study cos went for e 7th month dinner... e food is quite alright la.. onli 9 pple go.. out of which 3 are children and 1 maid... tt left onli 5 persons who is able to eat.. but of cos la.. my mom and auntie could not eat much too.. -_-".. pengs... abit too full lo..
Drank few glasses of beer.. not drunk.. but dunno y today got abit of hangover.. sianz.. now got headache la.. aiiiii.. not in a veri good mood yesterday.. wished i could haf been drunk.. but my mom stopped me from drinking too much.. sianzz...
Tml got Chemistry mock exam.. so need to go and revise le.. cya.. tts all for today..
NiKe_bOi
2:26 PM
Saturday, September 04, 2004
sCrEwEd uP...
Sigh... wat e hell.. first paper of prelim.. turned out to be such a demoralising one.. damn it.. e GP essay is quite ok.. i tink so.. hopefully.. aiiii.. but my GP rarely passed de.. wat can i hope for?? a miracle to turn up?? no miracle has turn up ever since i stepped into AJ.. sianzz... e GP compre was a killer paper la.. don understand wat e shit e paper is talking abt!!! arrrgggghhh... e first time i did a paper until so damn desperate la.. sigh... damn it..
don wana tink abt it anymore.. my GP sucks big time la.. Alevel hope wont do so badly.. or issit juz another dream??? sianz... muz work hard for e other subjects... jia you ba..
NiKe_bOi
1:49 PM
Thursday, September 02, 2004
fLuNk.. fLoPpEd.. fAiLeD... :(
today receive 3 papers.. i flunked Fmaths Mechanics 26/66.. i flopped Physics 40.5/110.. i failed General Paper 16/50.. ok.. wat am i gonna failed next?? damn it.. today is a bad day.. a real bad day.. don wan to anything le.. but i cant.. i cant.. sigh.. can i not be disheartened?? i don wan anymore excuses from me.. no more.. Saturday prelims starts le.. i wan to achieve e results i supposed to get.. i realli do.. damn it.. wat a day.. Mr Lim throwed our papers into e rubbish bin.. tts a good throw.. he did nothing wrong.. cos all tt was rubbish!! nonsense!! damn!!
NiKe_bOi
5:15 PM